im on this site to meet people from Japan. I get alone better with woman than I do men. Im not gay,just has been that way. I guess its because im emotionally available and guys usually aren't into in depth conversations. Don't get me wrong,I'm not serious all the time. In fact i sort of have a deranged, twisted sense of humor that is somewhat on the dark side, but im not emo.
i am sort of a big kid. I prefer to not make plans to far ahead since being spontaneous is more interesting usually.even if things get frustrating. Plans never work out 100% and i rather just make them 5 minutes before doing them with room to change if need be.
i am partially sighted and use an ID cane. Im not blind where i cant see anything. Its sort of the opposite and light is actually the problem. I mention this more for the fact that i get stared at and people will probably ask the people im with( if in a non-English speaking country) if i am blind. Just letting anyone reading this since i believe in full disclosure for stuff like that. No reason to surprise anyone.
. As too me,well, i can be a major jerk alot of the time. I realize that most people will try and make themselves seem like perfect humans,but i am very aware that i am not. Mostly i come off like a jerk because i will give an unbiased opinion if you need it, and it will be spoken very blunt. I am very direct in my speech and not alot of people like that.
. I have my own idea on morality and ideals. I dont follow religion because i figure by observing myself, and how i treat others,is the best way for me to become a better person. Some people also find me sort of dramatic. I dont really get that since any relationship anyone forms with another person will eventually have some sort of drama involved. Im not the type that lives in a fantasy world where people are pissing out rainbows and the biggest problem of the day is where and what to eat.
Ok im going to stop because maybe people are getting the wrong view of me. But i am me,and that's all i can be. If someone doesn't like me,ok.
I eventually am going to visit Japan for 6 months. I would prefer to meet single woman just so there aren't any issues with boyfriends or spouses. But im looking more for a best friend type of lady who is sort of quirky since I got quirks too. I am a mix of lazy homebody and spontaneous adventurer.
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